things are way better right now than they were at this time last year.
Inherent Vices - Suicide
we made a video!
the basic fact of living in the night is that you get these nagging negative depressive thoughts that won’t leave you be. you get wrapped up in self-hatred and self-loathing. then if you add onto that any personal behaviour that isn’t totally honourable or lacks self-control, it’s like trying to fight against an avalanche.
also, i ate subway for lunch tonight so that might have something to do with it as well.
i started writing an article i got asked to write. it’s about drugs. it’s titled, “Drugs”.
how the hell am i supposed to write an article on drugs? songs about drugs yeah, but an article? self-doubt is making me it’s bitch. does it mean i’m getting old if i think about how writing something provocative may affect me in the future? what would iggy do? i guess the answer is who cares what iggy would do.
i’m not iggy.